Colter Wall at Wagner Noël Performing Arts Center

There’s something about that room in Midland — clean acoustics, velvet seats, West Texas oil money hush — and then here comes that deep prairie rumble of a voice that sounds like it’s been aged in mesquite smoke and barbed wire.

Perfect pitch.

Perfect timing.

No flash. No hurry. No need to prove a damn thing.

Just like a good cowboy hat.

You don’t think about it when it fits right. It just settles in.

Same with a pair of ostrich boots — once they’re broke in, they ain’t showin’ off. They’re just carryin’ you steady.

That’s how Colter fills a room.

Not loud.

Not desperate.

Just right.

And maybe that’s the bigger thought that I’m circlin’ tonight…

When life fits — my sobriety, my marriage, my routine, my place in the world — it don’t feel flashy. It feels settled. Like I’m standin’ in my own boots instead of somebody else’s.

Some seasons we’re adjustin’ the brim.

Some seasons we’re breakin’ in stiff leather.

But nights like this?

Everything lines up.

The hat sits right.

The boots feel good.

The music lands where it’s supposed to.

That ain’t luck.

That’s alignment.

Beans and Rice

A few days ago as I was heading north up the caprock I came to realize that A new one had dropped that I let slip me by. Beans , Rice, and Jesus Christ, the latest single released by Travis Roberts.

On November 21, 2024 this one hit the airwaves. “This ones about the messier side of my life,” Roberts reported on his social media accounts. Travis Roberts has often shared his own journey from addiction to recovery to his followers and live at his shows, recently received his 2 year sobriety chip. He has personally told me some of those stories from the dark side and it does my heart good to see him turning those stories into something positive. His stories today come out in song and this first single released in some years should tell us all that anything is possible if you believe in yourself and in the power of others about you.

From a trembling, despairing, nervous wreck, had emerged a man brimming over with self-reliance and contentment.

Excerpt from chapter – Doctors Opinion- Alcoholics Anonymous

I have seen Travis Roberts evolve from his humble beginnings into a showman and a songwriter. It is a pleasure to watch from this side of the stage.

Beans, Rice , and Jesus Christ is just the start to what I believe will be a perfect album coming sooner than later.

I first heard the song when Travis played it acoustic at an almost empty Goldenlight cantina, in Travis’ hometown of Amarillo. This version hits so much harder. Song Credits include: composition by Travis Roberts , the Banjo on this release is being picked by Dalton Domino, Bass Player Kody Tosh, and Andrew Fox lets in a little bit of bluegrass on the Mandolin.

Yall give this man a listen and you are sure to love him. Travis Roberts is one of the ones to be watching and I am sure proud to share his music with you.

Pancho.

Blood

I recently watched the newly released official music video for the Kaitlin Butts song, “Blood”. A song about alcoholism and narcissistic personalities. I

The song really hits close to home for me. I’m over 5000 days sober now but I am still in the midst of realizing just how sick I was. It has taken me years to make some of the amends for the damage I caused others. On the flip side I have found myself in bad relationships and break-ups that left me wounded from the inside out.

Butts says she spends time watching the world around her. When she sees her friends and family go through trials and tribulations she writes about it and it brings her some sort of peace.

This is a cruel world we live in. Kindness and laughter is definitely the best medicine. I am grateful for someone like Kaitlin Butts who can use her words and paint the picture of something we have all gone through.

I know from my own experience that life can and will get better. It’s how we choose to view it and live in it. A change can and will happen. We all have the power within us to choose.

Pancho.

Sinnin’

Something I heard early on in my journey to sobriety was a statement that simply said, “We shall not regret the past nor wish to shut the door on it.” I am now 13 years into the journey and I still sometimes think about that part of my life. There were the days before the booze and the drugs controlled my mind body and soul. I’m perfectly okay with those that can drink like a gentleman and quit, I just know I can’t. At least not anymore. Some of that past is what has made me the person that I am today. Some of my biggest sins are now my best tools that I might use to help someone else who is struggling today.

Seth Jones latest release, Sinnin’, takes me back to some good times and bad. Songs about general debauchery are some of my favorites.

Seth Jones is one of the best at turning real life stories into a song. Songs that I can relate with.

We all are battling one demon or another. Seth has bouts of depression and he isn’t afraid to share the truth about his feelings. For him, music is an outlet. He is still growing and finding his way in his sounds. He has gained many followers and he is constantly following and supporting other musicians in the scene. In my book, He is one of the best out there right now and he deserves the best fans. I hope you will one day take a deep dive into his catalog or catch up with him at one of his shows. That whiskey attitude might get you down, but it will bring you back too. Happy and Whole hearted.

Pancho.

Heathens In Heaven

Actually we are fooling ourselves, for deep down in every man, woman, and child, is the fundamental idea of God.

Bill W. Chp. 4 Alcoholics Anonymous

My belief in a power greater than myself was a concept that totally changed the way I saw myself. I mean I had always had a conception of God , but growing up my God was the man who stood on the thrown and would throw fire and lightning bolts at anyone evil do-ers down here in this place we grew up called the planet Earth. Today I know that I have a loving and forgiving God and that I just might end up in God’s Heaven one day whether I deserve it or not.

This is the story that Payton Matous is trying to tell in his newest single, Heathens in Heaven. Yes it’s a story that I believe in today. We have not gone so far down the scale to be denied by God. Believe it or don’t but He even allows Heathens into Heaven.

Matous and I had an impromptu chat the other day on the Twitter. I was expressing that my idea of God today is so much different than the ideals I was taught in church. My God doesn’t live in some box, yet he lives everywhere. Even inside of me. God didn’t make evil happen he gave man free will. It was man who shot up the schools and churches. It was man who robbed the liquor stores and stole your jewelry. God gets a bad rap at times but He is big enough to take the blame. Payton’s response was how that same idea of a God of his own understanding that helped me out of my addictions aided him out of depression and despair. It’s so freeing to believe that even I am not destined for a life in Hell and neither are my friends.

Are there Heathens in Heaven? Hell yes there are.

Pancho.